Thursday, August 26, 2010

Sick & Tired

Its been few days i didnt show up to
Well I dont care anymore.


Tuesday, August 24, 2010


2 weeks to go to chow from here.
I cant stay here any longer.
My partner just tender her resignation (24 hours notice)
You chow before me :(( *sob sob sob*
You know i hate to be here, lagi lagi now you left me with her.
And today my second day MC. Ngeeee :D

Been 2 days I lepak with my girls Atong, Cacha, Nas, Nana, and Qila.
And we had a great grown up topic to be discuss.
It really open my eyes as a muslim.
We grow up in the city, so we free to do anything and wear anything.
Most of our good friends, non of us wear-ing tudung. But we always said that one day we will change.
For one of my friend, the day will come very soon.
Now everyday she will buy at least 2 tudung instead of clothes.
Its really a good start, im proud of her. Its a good baby start.
Even she will face a lot of trouble with her decision especially from her family.
But I know you will get through all this. InsyaAllah :)
Many many many things she should stop to become a good muslim.
Good Luck babe, I know you can do it! We always support you!

Love Indeed, Seena.

Sunday, August 22, 2010


we share our love since 2004 and still count-ing
xoxo, seena

Friday, August 20, 2010

You Are The Only Exception

50 Reasons Why I Love You

1. Your kindness

2. Your strength

3. Your selflessness

4. Your loyalty to me and everyone or everything that matters to you

5. Your confidence

6. I love your compliments

7. The way that you always look for and find the positive in everything

8. I love how you nag me to eat healthily

9. The fact that you know exactly where you are going in life and will do whatever it takes to get there

10. Your gentleness with me

11. How you always understanding with me even when I dont deserve it

12. How much you and I share in common together about everything

13. How you always make me laugh and smile even at times when I dont want to

14. Your crazy voices, sounds and imitations

15. How you always concerned about me and my well-being

16. The way you hold me

17. Your excellent people skills

18. Your awesome hair

19. Your love of life

20. The way you walk

21. The way you talk

22. The way you sing and dance

23. The fact that there is nobody in this whole wide world like you and nobody will ever come close

24. I love that you love me calling you sweet/weird nicknames

25. The amazing new experiences that i've shared for the first time you and only you

26. The way you make me feel about myself

27. How you always tell me and show me everyday how much you love me

28. Your faithfulness

29. The fact that you were willing to take a chance on me

30. The way you always encourage and believe in me

31. The sweet gift you've given to me

32. The way you always say awesome things about me to other people

33. How much excitement you bring into my life everyday

34. How much you never take life for granted

35. The way you always inspire me

36. How forgiving you are

37. The way that you always bring me to my favorite place

38. Your extreme patience with me even when I push it to the limit sometimes

39. Your charm and charisma

40. How you always comfort me and give me a shoulder to cry on when i need it

41. How I know you'll always be here for me through good times and bad no matter what

42. Your determination and conviction and how once you set your mind on something that nobody can change that

43. How much you know about me now and you've seen both my good sides and bad and that you still love me anyway

44. The extraordinary amazing things that always happen to us that never happen to anyone else

45. Your incredible big heart

46. The fact that you are as much of a dreamer as me

47. How you're not afraid to be a risk-taker

48. Knowing that I can be myself with you

49. I love how we met and fall in love

50. Every single detail about you that makes who you are and the fact you are the best boyfriend in this whole wide world,

Mohd Lot Abu Hassan

Love, Seena.

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Jealous Haters, They Make Me Famous

Im so bored, I cant do this work anymore.
Im leaving soon, do i have to attend internal meeting?
I dont wanna know any-single-confidential-thing-about-this-event-anymore.
I have plenty work experience but i never felt this way, I hate my freaking job now!
1 month is like 1000 years for me. Can't you see i am suffering now ;(
Just give me some respect during this month, its RAMADHAN people!
Just now my lady boss said COO asked about me during buka puasa last Wednesday.
Why she asked about me? She don't even know my existing here.
Ooo. As you can see the topic of this post, "Jealous Haters, They Make Me Famous!"
There's a lot of eyes watching us every minute, just stop it dear, im leaving soon.
Oh maybe you envy me because im leaving huh? please oh dont!
I can't see my future here, I'm not belong here. So just let me go :)
Kesian my partner here, sorry dear I have better future out there.
Good Luck with all interviews partner!
If we talk about jealous haters, I have no idea why they have to felt thay way.
Maybe because I never get jealous to anyone before.
I live my life with my own style, I dont care what people might judge about me.
I have problems to think, family to care about, friends to chill with and boyfriend to love & be loved.
For me everyone is pretty, it just how you show it. Keep good personality & stay clean girls!
Love, Seena.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Up To Another Level

Being grown up is not as great as I imagine.
Why can we live happily-ever-after like Disney already taught us since we're born?
Im so grateful that I have a perfect family, group of friends & lovely boyfriend.
But yet I still couldnt find a perfect job :( I hate my job now.
I have to get stable, IM GETTING MARRIED! *not this year for sure*

Perfect boyfriend already proposed to be his wife & his family wants "IT" very soon.
We decided to do our engagement end of 2010 & the "Big Day" a year after.

Now we manage to save our money as a grown up for :
  • Buy a house
  • Child - Education, Food, Clothes, etc...
  • Complete furniture
  • etc etc etc

*Think think think.....TAKUTTTT!!!!*

Now whatever happen, I have to stay focus 24/7 and cari ka-ching everysingleday!

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

H A P P Y F A S T I N G !

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Hardly breath

15 nightmare minutes i only can breath through my mouth.
My boss bring me to the clinic and doctor gave me half day off.
Dust & stress is the main reason i fall sick.
Just rest at home and theres come the back pain.shits!
I take another one day off. Urgh! I hate this.
After 2 days my back pain still not fully recover, but today MUST come to the office.
So yeah, im here waiting for everyone.

Wish for a good health everyday! :)

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Jelingan Maut

Almost a year, just try to leave it ok.
I'm not the one who create all this problem.
You live with your dishonesty. So deal with it :)

I came there not to watch you, but my other half.
And I dont even want to see your pathetic lil face.
And your "jelingan" not powerful enough my dear :)
Just stay the way you are now, and dont ever try to cross the line.
Cause if u cross it, you will play with the fire.

Me & Him just being a really good combination. Envy us? oh sayang please dont!