Dilemma

Macam mana ni, dilemma la. 

Nak tapiiiii....susah laaa.....

Macam mana ni, dilemma la.

Nak jaga hati orang ke hati sendiri....haishhh....

Macam mana ni, dilemma la.

Tak suka berperasaan macam ni, haiyaaa....

Macam mana ni, dilemma la.

Fikir seena fikir....

:(

Out Of My League :)

Now u currently Out-Of-My-League ;)

Oh-em-gee! I tot u gonna chose someone pretty and urban and wow but im wrong :)
U chose someone who I known as a LOSER and should I say CULTURE SHOCK?
I know these girl since she was a lil polite gal and know-nothing about anything.
And now she's such a poser and she thinks she can get anyone she wants and that guy MUST someone from entertainment line okeyh! Trust me, with her "make-up 100 inci" she can easily get anyone she wants.
Bukan I nak cakap lelaki takde taste, tapi that girl boleh bagi apa dia nak dia ON je lah kan.
So from now on, YOU, I think such a good looking male artist is out of my league.
Now I know your taste is. Agagagagaga :D



Pengritik, Seyna.

Kawan VS Kekasih

SUMPAH I HATE WHEN SOMEBODY TRYING SO HARD TO SHOWED THEIR KINDNESS BUT ACTUALLY THEY JUST MAKE IT WORST! SERIOUS U MAKE IT MORE WORST!

Memang banyaklah sangat different between friends and lover, sumpah banyak different.

Even u kenal that person since ages, but u just being his/her friend, not his/her lover.

Kawan memang best, sebab u tak share semua benda. You hanya enjoy and dengar problem SAHAJA.

But lover share EVERYTHING include problems bukan setakat mendengar ok!

Apa yang u nampak u tak boleh nak simply judge or salahkan sebelah pihak coz u're not in our shoes, and korang tak tau pun apa sebab ianya terjadi.
So please KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT! :)

That is why nak berkawan tak perlu kursus tapi sesiapa yang ingin mendirikan rumahtangga diWAJIBkan pergi kursus kahwin. Takkanlah our internal problems nak cerita, setiap pasangan sure ada problems.

Tak payah nak tipu kalau korang 24/7 ok sahaja, if yes maknanya korang memang PENIPU!

Nak back up kawan boleh, tetapi jangan terus jump into conclusion coz u akan buat sebelah lagi pihak terasa.

Before nak buat apa apa action THINK first, coz we just a human being, masalah macam ni memang selalu-lah sangat terjadi. Cuma macam mana u nak control the situation.

Memang betul hidup ni kena bersabar, tapi u're not in my place and u dont know what exactly happened so the best way for u is senyap dan berdoa agar semuanya akan ok ok sahaja. HARAPLAH KAMU KAMU FAHAM YA!

So last weekend i went to kursus kahwin with Luth, everything went well. Alhamdulillah :)

Even I had a bad week but I always keep positive and I wish this week and the following weeks will treat me well.December is around the corner, I just cant wait for December!! :D

New baby in the house y'all! Hehehehehe :D Tak sabarrrrr la sangat sangat.

Semoga Mir and baby sihat semasa hari kelahiran nanti. Amin amin amin.

P/s : To Mohd Lot Abu Hassan, I Love You even more! *kisses*

Me, Haseena.

Favorite

PHOTOGRAPHER

For past few months everyday i browse and find a good photographer for my big day.I have few friends but I need someone who can help me to find fresh & creative idea.Wedding is so important to me, once in a lifetime - InsyaAllah :) So last month I got a text from my friend, Sabrina Marzuki - She's getting married too this coming January. She was introduced me to this creative photographer, Mr Shahril or known as Abg Bob - he asked us to call him with that name :) I lovessssss all his artwork, it looks wow and wow and wow. Just cant wait for the pre-wed shoot!

DESIGNER

Nik Erwan Roseli - Right

I know this creative & very cool designer from my Mr. Love :) before raya aidilfitri. Before I met him I always sent my baju raya to a boutique at Kajang but last raya i was a bit late. And Luth tell me he has a designer friend. Hehehe :D Omg! I hantar 5 baju and tak sampai a month dah siappppp. And the result was superb! Seriously me suka sangat sangat. For those yang nak design and tempah baju I suggest you to see this person. I called him Nik, his name is Nik Erwan Roseli. I can see his bright future based on his creativeness. From now on I pasti akan tempah my baju raya dekat dia SAHAJA! And he also can design wedding dress, pwettyyyyylah sangat. Feel free to drop by his website ok peeps!


Love, C-na.

Mior Ahmad Fuad Mior Badri didalam kenangan

I miss the jokes

Abg Din abang kesayangan Seena

I miss your smile

I miss all crazy pose with you

I miss being your P.A & sister

I miss you Abg Din. Al-Fatihah

Mior Ahmad Fuad atau lebih dikenali sebagai Din Beramboi telah saya anggap sebagai Abang saya sendiri.
Masih ingat awal perkenalan saya dengan Abg Din iaitu semasa rakaman Tom Tom Bak musim ke-2, beliau telah dipanggil untuk memegang watak "Kicap", idea lawak Abg Din memang sukar untuk ditukar ganti.
Abg Din seorang abang yang sangat mengambil berat terhadap keluarga dan
kenalan terapatnya.
Tidak kedekut ilmu, sentiasa memberi nasihat dan juga idea idea dalam kerjaya seninya.
Menjadi Personal Assistant Abg Din adalah memori yang tidak akan saya lupakan.
Sebagai boss Abg Din juga memainkan peranan sebagai abang yang sangat baik.
Abg Din menggelarkan saya "H.A atau Hamba Abdi" nya. Walaupun agak kasar tetapi kepada sesiapa yang rapat dengannya tahu itu semua adalah lawak semata-mata.
Abg Din tak pernah bersungut dan sangat workaholic.
Dia sukar menolak permintaan orang.
Walaupun sibuk bekerja tetapi dia tidak pernah mengabaikan Isteri, Kak Su dan anak2nya.
Abg Din sangat rapat dengan anaknya yang paling bongsu yang kami semua gelar "Beyonce". Sangat comel dan perangainya seakan akan Abg Din,
suka bermain alat muzik dan petah berkata-kata.
Walaupun kadang kadang Abg Din ada jatuh sakit(demam) tetapi Abg Din tetap bertegas untuk pergi bekerja.
Seena tak sangka sewaktu Seena didalam "Akademi Fantasia 8"
Abg Din telah diserang denggi sehingga maut.
Walau apa pun,
Seena redha sebab Seena tahu Allah S.W.T lebih menyanyangi Abg Din.
Arwah seorang yang sangat baik dan pemurah. Seena sentiasa merindui Abg Din. Seena minta ampun untuk semua kesilapan yang pernah Seena lakukan. Halalkan makan minum Seena.

Semoga arwah Mior Ahmad Fuad Mior Badri ditempatkan dikalangan orang orang beriman.

Al-Fatihah.

I mean seriously, WHATEVER!

I've been kept this feeling since ages.
I really dont want you to know that you hurts me badly.
Cause you're my bestfriend and I do loves you so much.
Even we are not growing up together, but we had so much fun since we're met end of 2003.
:(

Seriously what is your problem? Did I do anything wrong to you?

I kept these to myself, when I heard all these stories. At 1st I try to not to think but it getting worst,

and you didnt realize until now that I can smell something is not right between us.

Dulu masa study jauh from you, you tak call, tak reply my message, its ok - I understand.

You have new classmates and you just loves spending time with them, I am really fine with it.

Cause for your information, before i met you I have my true friends from Subang Jaya.

We all has been through every chapter in teenage life. Party, stupid girl's fight, being jealous to each other?

I loves them sooo soooo much until now, cause they just understand me since back then.

And even I have no time to see them or hangout with them but they really understand my situation unlike you.

Internet & handphone is our medium to communicate and there is no reason to not keep in touch.

But you, you said I've change a lot? Come on! If you are my bestfriend you should understand my situation.

Im getting married, too many things to be done in soooooo little time FYI!

Sometimes when i have big fight with Luth i can see you smile behind my back.

And sometimes we do fight because of you, the wrong info you gave to him.

When I call you ajak lepak you said ok I will call you back - but you dont.

So I thought you're too tired to hangout, but when Luth asked me did you called me last night ajak lepak I starting to think what is your agenda? You said you will call me back but you dont, and you go out with the rest and one of them called Luth to come over. SERIOUSLY WTH?

I do called you everytime I on the way back from work. And these words came out from your mouth "you now dah anti-social kan cna". Comeeee on bestie! What are you trying to do? AGENDA APAKAH?

Even when u called me anti-social pun u still tak reply my BBM but you can reply Luth's BBM.

Not funny k! I mean seriously NOT FUNNY!

Do you have anything against me when im with Luth? Or because Luth is you friend's ex boyfriend.

She's your friend, I just know her! not even close with her. Am I breaking the girl's rules?

"Friend cannot be with friend's ex" Come onnnnnnnnn! Like i said she's yours not mine and the things happened between she and Luth dah lama over k, we are not in the highschool anymore. WAKE UP!

Im sorry if these was wrong but like I said you hurts me so bad. SAKIT TAU!

FYI, whatever your agenda I dont care because I have my other true friends from Subang Jaya and UiTM.
And we are over our highschool's attitude. Being jealous and anti-social is not in our dictionary babe!
I only spend my quality time with those who appreciate and understand me like THEM :)
Activities I did with them I had so much fun cause we always stay positive to each other.
But I still loves you no matter what, and I really hope you realize what you've done.
I takkan pernah gaduh and berdendam dengan orang but now I am sad for what you did.
I hope I can get through all these, semoga "you" sedar bestie. Love you so tight!!


I LOVE MOI FRIENDS!


Cinta, Seena.

Heyy Braaa ;)

Title di atas tak ada kena mengena dengan entry ni, suka suki je :)
Dah lama tak update, nak cakap busy tak jugak, ada je masa terluang tapi cuma malas nak update.
Nothing interesting to update, past few weeks I went Memory Training & Shout! Awards.
And as usual wedding preparation yang tak habis habis. bluerrgghhh! Keep positive seena ;)

Memory Training was ok, just ok sahaja coz the training is on Friday night and Saturday morning,
oleh kerana mengacau weekend saya thats why I said it was ok je but if weekdays I might say it was fun.
It was held at South Lake Residence (SLR), Coordinate by Mr. Helmi.
I went with Helmy, Mai and Kak Sumai. The main purpose of attending these training is to menguatkan daya ingatan kami yang terlampau banyak benda nak kena fikir ni. Agagagaga :D
Baru habis 2 hari ada lagi 2 hari training lagi. Layannnnnnnnn sajeeeee!

Shout! Awards for me was a bit boring even though there's a few performances yang awesome.
Seriously i was like yawn-ing out loud a few times and feel like "NAK BALIKKK PLEASE"!
but i had fun with my "urban" girls that night. Its been awhile x catch up things with them.
Banyak benda kena updates, and of course kena spend time with them before kahwin.
And Irene pun nanti nak balik Yaman dah, sooo i MUST see her before she off to Yaman.
The reason why I said Shout! Awards was boring because LAMA TERSANGATLAH.
Satu Award satu performance, Omigod end of the show the artistes dah start balik and nampak empty.
So kesian when it comes to the big award almost half of them dah balik.
Maybe to those yang baru nak pergi these kind of events enjoyed la but for us "Yawn-ing please"!
After Shout! Awards we girls went to ss2 for late dinner.
*To moi girls, Thank You so much for being the best best girlfriends ever. 8-1-1 rocks my braaaah*

Now I dengan Mr.Love tengah sibuk nak cari and beli rumah. At least lepas kahwin terus ada rumah kan.
We plan to buy a condo where we both can afford. Ala for newly married ok la kan.
Sebab nanti we plan nak beli lagi satu yang ada land and this condo boleh sewakan :)
Beli rumah banyak tak apa, banyak asset tak rugi :D
Last week we both pergi tengok rumah dekat Puchong, and we both like it.
The owner dah buat full renovation kat rumah tu and the place is so peaceful. Me like it!
Even the house a bit small but its ok for us, at least we own the house.
And we both strongly agree to buy the house, now sibuk nak buat loan semua.
Hopefully everything went well :)

Memory Training

Students? HAHAHA :D

My fight partner

I never change, still ol me Haseena.

Naz, Irene, Cacha

Nana, Atong, Seyna

Najwa on the stage yaww! Got to gooooo :)

Kiss you back Tongtong, Thank you for your support since back then. I know I can always count on you.

Housemates, + Ayu(not in the picca)

My twin, 20 March 1986

I heart my Senget!

Me with gorgeous Irene

Living Room

Im so grateful being with you and always proud of you sayang.

Semoga segala dugaan dan ujian dapat kami tempuhi dengan tenang. Amin :)


Hugs&Kisses, Seyna.

Cooking time

Hahahaha :D mana la Cik Haseena ni pandai masak, tapi main hentam je boleh la.
This week I check in Mir's place from Monday to Thursday and I plan to cook for dinner.
Yesterday me and Mir went to Alamanda for dinner and find birthday gift for our sister, Syamira.
So since dah pergi sana I bought the ingredients for dinner tonight.
Hurm, Luth pun nak join jugak dinner so I invited him too :)
Nak kahwin ni banyak ujian, asyik gaduh benda pelik pelik je, tapi after 1 hour we both ok balik.
Tapi stress la kalau kerap sangat, sabar seyna sabar. Hope we will get through all this task.

Past few weeks ni I drove Kelisa because MyVI punya Roadtax dah mati :P dah 2 weeks rupanya.
Nasib baik tak kena tahan Polis. Hehehe :D Bila dah drive Kelisa macam malas nak tukar kereta balik.
But this morning macam merajuk je "dia", tgh traffic jamm engine boleh mati pulakkkk!
Nasib bila restart balik ok, if nottttt im gonna late for work orrr just take E.L today.
Haiyaaaaa........


P/s : I miss you "Mohd Lot Abu Hassan"!

Time flies so fast

Tick Tock Tick Tock Tick Tock. Every time i hear the clock tick-ing my heart will beat 1 level faster.
Pejam celik pejam celik, theres another 6 months left to the BIG DAY! *takut*
Banyak benda kena settlekan and I baru prepare 20% of it. Agagagaga :))
Kalau tengok me and him memang nampak cool, tapi deep inside us only Allah knows.
Alhamdulillah both family pun macam happy buat preparation and busy cari contacts & quotation.
This week me and him will go for kursus kahwin to get the sijil :) buttt i have problem here,
I got training this weekend, YEAY for that! pening pening, nak cancel pun tak boleh sebab nanti bila Luth dah start training dah tak ada masa nak pergi so I have to start thinkinggggggggg :l
Last week I dah tempah design for luth's wedding ring and by end of December dah siap.
Can't wait to see the ring when its done! *woot woot*
And will squeeze a few hours time to bought the rest of the hantaran pulak. Banyak lagi ok!
And when I calculate my budget alhamdulillah I can afford to buy good stuff for him. ngee :D
As we plan 2 months before wedding we will find a house for us after married at maybe around Bangi sebab dekat dengan tempat training dia. No more KL Plus this season, its gonna be GO FELDA GO!
HAHAHAHA :D Hopefully he doing fine in his new team! Go Baby Go!
So back to wedding preparation, he will give me two rings since we didnt do the engagement.
And he already bought me one and its sooooooo pweety, me likey very much!
So yeah our target is we MUST done buy everything before March so that we wont get any mess soon.
Doakan kami please.

Love, C-na.

Love Birds

Many many many things happened around me lately.
Last Friday after work, ME, Luth, Yand, and Arab went to Rootz just for have some fun.
Im not having fun that night cause something happen, and I dont like the situation.
Nak cerita macam tak best so let just me keep it ok. After Rootz we went to Hartamas and something really bad happened just in front of me. Shaitsss! Dislike please! Ni pun I kena P&C :)
And that night we reach home at 7am - tak best ok!

Because we slept late, we woke up late. Terlepas nikah kawan Luth. Haishh!
After siap siap around 7pm we went to Shamey's reception at Duchess Place, Ampang.
And boleh tak 1 hour before wedding baru I tergerak nak tanya the theme.
The theme is English, Black/Silver/White and guess what I wear, Kebaya Shocking PINK!
So we singgah Ampang Park to buy a dress for me, nasib ada kedai dress. pheww.
Luth dah gelak gelak kenakan I. tau la He pakai ikut theme. Double shaitsss!
Sampai Duchess 815pm. Just on time - The groom before keluar boleh BBM I tanya dah sampai ke belum.
The wedding pretty sangat! Me likey sangat sangat. Both groom & bride looked stunning.
Congrats Shamey & Liza - Semoga Berkekalan ke akhir hayat ;)
After Shamey's reception we went to Bukit Bintang to kill the time, and Luth tiba tiba nak makan Nando's.
Kat sana terserempak dengan Diela & Bibir. So cute please!
Makan with them, after that dierang nak go Changkat me and Luth went to Rootz again!
Masuk around 12am and keluar 145am because too pack inside, nak jalan pun susah. pfft.

On Sunday I have two weddings to attend, Luth's friend & at night Syaz & Wan reception.
Pak Tam (Luth's friend) reception at Petaling Jaya, From 2pm until almost 430pm lepak situ.
Luth dah jumpa his friends memang macam majlis dia lah. grrrrrr.
Balik siap siap kejap then straight go to Marriott Putrajaya for Syaz & Wan's reception.
OMG! Everything is BEAUTIFUL! Enough said. Sangat sangat lawa!

Enjoy the pictures peeps!

Love, Haseena A Rahman